This year feels like I've woken up into a world that's a little too loud and a lot more complicated than I realized. Even amidst the grown-up worries seeping in, I found a moment of pure magic digging up a rusted box in the garden, a treasure from another time that made everything else fade away. It's a strange feeling, realizing you have to carry so much more as you get bigger, but I'm learning to find my footing.